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So like, I just downloaded about seventy-seven bucks worth of old games from the PlayStation Store, from Bloody Roar to the Crash and Spyro series. I'm fucking excited. Those games (well, I never played Bloody Roar, but yeah) were the essence of my childhood. I downloaded Final Fantasy VII too, another game I never really played. (I know, right?) They should eventually put up Chocobo's Racing and Chocobo's Dungeon 1 and 2. That'll be one of the best days of my life, seriously.

My girlfriend came over on Friday and helped set up all my Christmas decorations! ... Well, my mom, brother, and brother's brother set it all up. She and I cuddled on my bed. Ah. It was magical! I love that girl, so, so much. I can't even tell you guys how much I love you. It's impossible to describe.

Grandma came home from the hospital yesterday! Her pneumonia's gone, I think, but... she has a tumor in her liver. That's not really the big problem though. She also has a heart murmur-type thing. I don't even know how to explain it.... The way I understood it is that she has a little hole in her heart that shoots out liquid or something. I really have no idea what it is, but... it sounds awful. Despite that, I'm really happy she's back home!

Lucinda came over yesterday too. She arrived at around 7:30ish in the evening, I think, and split at 11:45 PM. It was amazing. We pigged out on junk food and watched Metalocalypse and recorded our soda-spewing contest. Ultimately, soda did not shoot out of either of our noses, sadly. Then, we recorded us reading the infamous Harry Potter fanfiction My Immortal. Sweet Jesus, that was a laughfest.

That's about it, really. Time to monitor my PlayStation Store downloads.

~Lola

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Omg, guys, omg.

So my boy Maltese, Chiquitin, went over to a girl Maltese's house for a, um, play date. She's sort of in heat, and we all sort of hope he gets her pregnant despite the fact that he really doesn't like girl dogs. Funny thing is, she's his sister.

If she does get pregnant, i might get another dog. Omg, right? Yeah. I want a girl this time so I can name her Princess Rose after my grandma, Rosa. (We'd just call her Rose though.) Maybe this dog would actually, I don't know, want to sleep in the same bed as me. Hahah. That'd be cute. I would be happy and not so ronery at night.

And we could put bows in her hair and aaah.

I'm too happy to talk about negative things, so I'll avoid that for now.

So my girlfriend and I hung out at the mall on Saturday. It was so cute. She's amazing. I really love her, y'know? Yeah. I could go on for hours describing her and her flawlessness. I'm even writing a song for her. I'm probably gonna be dumb and just name it after her, hahah.

Sunday was a cool party thing that I probably mentioned before. I liked it, although the chicken I ordered was... well, it wasn't spectacular. Oh well. I liked holding up my hobo signs.

Hm, that's about it, actually.

~Lola

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Yes, it is. And y'know what? I am.

As of October 7th, 2009, I have the most beautiful girlfriend. She's actually going to visit my school in about a week, which is amazing. Who knows? She might actually attend, too. That'd be... ah... beyond awesome. She said that, when she visits, if she ends up in the same lunch period, we're gonna hold hands! One, two, three.... Aww!!

Yesterday, I slept from 3:30PM to 12:30PM today. And it felt good. I'm well-rested and feel up to going to a party today. Thankfully, I have one scheduled. Isn't that convenient?

I actually have a domain name for my writing now! Yay!! Here's the link. I made the layout myself with a bunch of help from kacicake. Thanks, babe!! (Hah, babe.) Can you guys, my lovely readers, do me a favor and tell me how it looks on your browser? Kaci said it looked funky on hers, and I'd like a few other people's opinions on positioning and stuff. I'd appreciate it.

I'm visiting Centenary College in Hackettstown on Monday. To be frank, I'm a little nervous. It's my first time visiting a college, so I really don't know what to expect. Oh well, I suppose I'll have to deal. It's sort of a shame I had to change my hair again. My mom refused to take me if I kept my pink hair, so I went back to a brown that's relatively close to my original color. Check out how cute I am.



Yeah, some pink is still showing through, but I think it looks nice.

Hm, that's about it.

~Lola

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I think I like someone.

That is all.

~Lola

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So guys.

I love my girlfriend.

♥♥♥

~Lola
 

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So the party yesterday, the one my ex-girlfriend was hosting, was pretty sick. I met some new people, chilled with friends I hadn't seen in a while, and overall had fun. I still feel bad that I got there at, like, three though. I got her a cute little bracelet that she simply adored. Anyway, after pizza and cake, we went to a carnival the town was conveniently holding. It was pretty awesome.

Speaking of my ex-girlfriend, she's my girlfriend now. A-yup. See, I don't know if I explained this or not, but that guy I was dating, I feel, was kind of a jerk to me. For example, we barely talk. He usually text messages me early in the morning (Like, two or three) when I'm asleep. When I do answer, odds are he's horny. He never comes to visit me. Ever. I think that's terribly rude seeing that he allegedly knows how to get to the park by my house, and I (Well, my mom and I, since I still can't drive alone) can just pick him up from there. And then, y'know, he has the nerve to text me on Sunday saying he misses me. Jeez. Penises.

But yeah, this girl of mine was actually the one who was obsessed with her ex-boyfriend. Thankfully, she sure as hell is over that. Even after that incident, I've always sort of liked her. I finally told her when I got home from her party, in text form because wow, I didn't realize how much I missed her and how nervous she makes me until I saw her. She told me she always cared about me romantically and that she was waiting for me. I personally thought that was so cute. I'm supposed to help her learn how to play her acoustic guitar now, even though I'm not much of a teacher. I hope to give her at least one "lesson" before I bounce to South Carolina. I'm also gonna beg my mom to let me get to her house alone by taking the back roads, which we conveniently learned how to do when the GPS in her car took us the long way to Route 4, and she made a turn onto the "wrong entrance." I just hope I can remember it... I might have to MapQuest it or something.

By the way, because my cousin's left their home late, they won't be here until tomorrow. Oh well. It's all good.

~Lola

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I've decided I want a Flemish Giant rabbit as a pet in the future. But I'll get to that.

I learned how to use buses to get to the mall today. It wasn't too hard, actually. I just hope I remember how when the need arises. Hahah. Anyway, I chilled with a couple of friends I hadn't seen in a while. I didn't stay long, but it was cool.

The best part was probably when we went into The Pet Company, a pet store, and saw this:



Aww, cuddling!!

Anyway, seeing that made me want a rabbit. I'd probably prefer a big rabbit though, which is why the Flemish Giant breed came to mind. I'd prefer a fawn buck, one that's potty/litter box trained already and that's comfortable being walked with a dog harness. Yeah, they're that big. Of course, if I can't find one, a smaller rabbit would be just fine.

Oh, yeah, and I love Lady GaGa now. Yes, it scares me, too.

~Lola

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So I really shouldn't be writing this entry because I'm working on my research paper for History that's due tomorrow that I put off 'til the last minute, but I felt like typing up a quick entry before continuing on.

I have a boyfriend now. No, it's not the guy I talked about last time. (He never answered my text, but I don't really care anymore.) This guy was one of my ex's, and when I told him about my feelings about guys, he said he still really liked me, and I got all giggly. He asked me out and I accepted. We've been together for four days. Wow, so long, right?

I also have a new motivation to lose weight: parkour. See, in gym today, we practice running up walls. I fell in love and now wanna lose all the weight I can so I can get better at it. Yeah, motivation!!

Okay, I'm gonna go to work on my paper now.

~Lola